After that night , i realised im spending just to escape from reality.Yes,when i woke up n look into a mirror,i feel disgusted.But i know once all this is over , i will be awake , TOTALLY.

I used to hate being controlled.who doesnt? lol but i wish sometimes i was being controll or smth...cos i know theres nothing,nothing can really stop me anymore.haha

So many years hv passed,tt night is the only night i really sat down n hv a talk with mummy.i finally manage to told her how i feel n many more.Mummy say she don mind if i don get a wife or wat,which i think is ok wat?
My family my frens , thats how much i can take. =) nth more...